If you have read my blogs, you know that I was in a dilemma of whether or not I should be moving to New York or stay in St. Louis. Notice I said was, as in the past. I am no longer in that situation, now I have made a decision after a lot of thought.
I am moving on. I am getting nothing accomplished here, and I know for sure, that New York is the place that I should be in. Because I moved back to STL from NYC last year, I was in a cloud of confusion. I thought that I moved back because NYC no longer fulfilled my desires, but I was wrong. I just recently realized that NYC is exactly for me. I came back to STL because I had to, it was meant to be. I did some things that had to be done, and now I am ready to go back to NY. Life works in mysterious ways, indeed.
I am going to say it again, destiny is already written for us. Everything happens for a reason. Things happen because they had to happen. That is what I believe.
I think of it as if I had taken a “brake” from NY to come to STL and do the things I had to do. Now I am ready to go back and hopefully, make a life for myself there. I have lots of things in my mind that I want to do, I want to reach the sky, bitches!
PS - Oh, and Rocky… He’s in it with me till the end!
Oh great, St. Louis has now lost another gay guy. Seriously thought, good luck and I can’t wait to read about New York. I am sure you will have more things to blog about there than here. Question: How does one begin to go about finding a place to live there?