My NYC Epoch

New York, New York… Not enough words to describe it. When I first visited the city I was amazed by it all, I simply loved it. Right then and there I knew I was going to come back, and not as a visit. The time came and I made the big move, I moved to New York. I experienced a lot of emotions before, during, and after the move. I felt excited to be moving to New York fucking City, sad to leave back my family and friends, happy to be in the city I fell in love with, terrified of the new experience to go out to the big city all by myself, worried about things not working out and fail in the city of dreams. Not many people would take a risk this big, not many people have the guts to make this drastic move, not many people can see themselves succeeding on their own in the big city, not many people imagine living in New York.

 

I had a tough decision to make. My heart was split in two ways. One side desired me to stay in New York and be a part of it all, like Sinatra’s song says. The other side craved for family companionship, stable relationships, among other things.

 

In spite of all the things people say about living in NY, such as how expensive it is, how hard the lifestyle is, etc, etc. I still made it to live in New York for a good few vigorous months. I also want to make something very clear. My decision to move back to St. Louis was not because of financial issues, me having enough of the city, or missing someone so terribly that I had to move back. My reason for moving back is a personal issue. I was also looking towards my future when making this decision.

 

I am sure of one thing. I am not at all remorseful of my decision to move to New York in the first place. I learned so many things while in NY, things that you don’t learn somewhere else. I believe I am more mature, responsible, and independent now than I was before. New York was a great school. I met people, I made some good friends. Now when I come back to NY, whether to visit or to stay, I will know people, I will not be lonely.

 

Now I have to look ahead, define my way in life. Now I am with my family, the one and only that has your back 100% on everything and supports you no matter what.

 

No one can tell me about New York now, because I was there, I lived there, I walked the streets trying to find my way. And maybe, just maybe, one day I will return and walk the streets knowing my way. 

Now that would be superb.

 

 

Chicas VIP!

These are some funny bitches! This is from a TV comedy show in Mexico, like MadTV. If you happen to know Spanish then watch this cuz it’s funny.

Vicente Fox and John Stewart

“Revolution of Hope” is the book Vicente Fox, Mexico’s former president, was promoting on the Daily Show. Now I will probably gonna go buy the book.

The TSA Being Silly

The last time I flew out to St. Louis, something really silly happened at the airport’s security checkpoint. I had a bottle of water and a lighter in my carry-on. Guess which one they had a problem with? No, not the object that produces Flame and can start a fire, not that one. They had a problem with my fucking water. I didn’t know water was dangerous. Can someone take over a plane with a bottle of water? According to the TSA, it’s possible.  I’m imagining the evil-doers being like “stand back motha fu*kers or I’ll wet the shit out of you”. But anywho, they ended up taking my bottle away and they let me keep my lighter. Funny Shit.

But Seriously… The TSA ruled that lighters will once again be legal to take onto airplanes. Yet, bottled water is still illegal. Smoking is not even permitted in airplanes, this doesn’t make any sense to me.

My God

No, don’t worry, this is not a religious bullshit blog. I’m not into that. So I just feel disappointed in us, people of the world. Why are people so fucking out of their minds?? Why do people have shit in their heads instead of a brain? I just can’t understand. I just read a couple of news articles recently. One is about how a 37 year-old man raped a 3 year-old girl on videotape. Yeah you heard right, 3 years old!!! How sick is he in the head? The other article is about a man that left a 5 year-old girl to be eaten alive by alligators. I was just speechless when I read that article. Well, actually all I got to say was: ’my god’. There is so much cruelness, hate, abuse, atrocity in this world. So terrible. Where is the fucking love? There is no reasonable explanation on why these people do  crazy shit like this, other than having shit in their heads. Everyday I hear or read some shit like this happening somewhere around the world. Not to mention all the wars going on. People killing and torturing other people. It’s just sad, and it has to stop! I wonder sometimes….When are the Aliens coming to save us from all this madness???

 On a related note - 

If you believe in these things, here’s what I found to be interesting:

“In 2012, the world will start plunging into a total destructive nuclear war.

And at that time something remarkable will happen, says, Buddhist monk of Tibet. Supernatural divine powers will intervene. The destiny of the world is not to self-destruct at this time.

Scientific interpretation of the monksí statements makes it evident that the Extra Terrestrial powers are watching us every step of the way. They will intervene in 2012 and save the world from self-destruction.”
Source

Leaving New York

Today it came official: I’m leaving New York City… Soon! BUT, not for good. I have planned coming back someday, just not sure when. I just bought my One-way ticket to St.Louie. In less than 3 weeks I’ll be back in the STL again. As of being in NY for new year’s? Don’t know yet, but looking into that.

 

“Gimme More” Parody

Here’s a parody of the Britney Spears’ song “Gimme More”. I love Brit but this is too funny. Check it out bitches.

Caught by the Paparazzi

So I went to this bar with some friends the other night and someone from Zailen Entertainment took our pic a few times. Now I’m on their site. Great.. now everyone can see my drunk ass! Anyway you can check the rest of the pictures of the fun drunken night at Zailen Entertainment