After my visit to St. Louis recently, I came back to the big apple with more questions than answers. I miss things from STL, like my family, friends, having a car, and I would also like to resume my studies. But at the same time I feel like if I leave NY, I would miss it as well. Moving out to NY and living here was my dream, and now that I’m actually here It feels weird to just pack and leave behind my first love. To leave or not to leave? That is the damn freaking question. The next few weeks are going to be crucial in my decision-making. Nevertheless, I will be in St. Louie for X-Mas, but I don’t know yet If i’m staying for good or not. And, I will also be in NYC for new year’s. I got a tough decision to make. I believe that everything happens for a reason, so if I do end up moving back to St. Louie, is because it was meant to be.
Here’s a short video I made a little while ago before I moved to New York. The song playing is “New York State of Mind” by Billy Joel.
Umm, yea. Come home!